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Sunday, April 22, 2007

From Sunday to Saturday, everything seems to be like a big blur. A big wonderful blur. The kind of thing I want to call the "sweet escape". The Cavite vacation wasn't the only thing that kept this incredibly long week running. The escape carries on. We went to the Pan Pacific which was quite a fun stay. It was a grand total of 3 days with only 20% of guaranteed sleep and rest. *sigh* What's the point of vacation if you have to rest anyway? Erase that last. It was a very odd and wrong logic.

Enough talking about what happened during the stay. Now I'm going to talk about how that stay was.

The stay was filled with expectations and thoughts. It wasn't just an ordinary stay for me wherein I'll relax as much as I want to and laugh my ass off with whatever crazy thing I see or whatnot. It was about reflection and realizations. I think everything I do now is pretty much a retreat session. There were thoughts. Especially now that we have settled for a date. 3 days from now, It's going to be one more month. Most probably my last here. Now all I can think off is that and how I can make the most of this last month. Anyway, I've realized a LOT of things. Not to mention half expected that everyone else realized it as well.

Here's a list: (Ohh goody!)
1. Hilary Duff named her latest album "Dignity". It was the most inappropriate title for her album.
2. Whenever you see a sexy performer, look from toe to top. It's a better way to look at them. But the best is not to look at their face.
3. Little things often lead to the big things.
4. You can't have the commutative property without the addends. The Obvious Factor.
5. Almost all things are a matter of principle.
6. Democracy has its limitations like freedom has its consequences.
7. Attention-seekers are GROs in the making. In a dancing sort of way
8. Number 7 is harsh but true.
9. Light can alter anything.
10. CNN is better than Jack TV.

Those were 10 of my realizations. That list isn't even 1/4 of what I have realized. Besides realizations, I noticed that ambitions are included. I thought of my ambitions. How could I reach them? What are my ambitions in the first place? But one thing's for sure: Accomplished slutty ambitions lead to a bad future. Well, one ambition of mine is having a job even if I'm still young. Even if it's an irregular job like doing chores for neighbors and fetching the morning paper. Anything.

I have a hard life ahead of me. But I am sure that I will never ever regret that life.

We all go to hell.
---9:19 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Last Sunday, a short notice trip to Cavite. It was actually really fun. The province life is absolutely exciting. In fact, I want to go back [or probably live there forever. :))].

But there are still afternoons. Those aftrernoons I sort of think of things like "Am I really here or am I just dreaming?". I guess it was sort of a recollection/retreat thing, like what my mother said about life without cable or TV. The more I think about the fact that I'm leaving, the more I feel it approach swiftly. I think I'm all set. But for my mother, I don't think so.

Do you still remember what you usually sang in karaoke nights? I do. I did two unforgettable songs last night: Bohemian Rhapsody and Smells like Teen Spirit. Note to Self: If I will ever sing Bohemian Rhapsody in Karaoke, I have to be really drunk or really high. The last part of Bohemian Rhapsody is absolutely crazy [not to mention overly challenging].

Long Island Iced Tea is love! Though I'm "not" allowed to drink the alcoholic drink, I still drank a whole glass in front of my mother. Imagine that. It was a fun night. Met really great people!

Shoot! Nirvana is so great! I love 'em!

We all go to hell.
---7:51 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Whoops. I stumbled upon the fact that I haven't updated this blog much. There's probably two reasons I can think of: 1) business of being bored and 2) I'm a lazyass. Given the second reason, I guess I shouldn't be "not lazy" enough to post here but due to reason number 1, I'm going to post. Crazy, isn't it?

So the title of this quaint post is "Counting down the days to go.". Well, I guess some people who are reading this absolutely know what I'm talking about. I checked the calendar and there's one month to go. Mom started to talk about the things we're [especially me] suppose to do there. I'm still young but I'm going to "irregular" work. Going to babysit, babysit! Isn't it fun? When I get 17 or 18, I'd immediately find a job and work. New adventures *ehem* and misadventures *ehem*!

I know it's going to be fun.

It's the perfect escape from severe pollution, severe corruption and purely severe stuff.

We all go to hell.
---12:25 AM