Sunday, April 22, 2007

From Sunday to Saturday, everything seems to be like a big blur. A big wonderful blur. The kind of thing I want to call the "sweet escape". The Cavite vacation wasn't the only thing that kept this incredibly long week running. The escape carries on. We went to the Pan Pacific which was quite a fun stay. It was a grand total of 3 days with only 20% of guaranteed sleep and rest. *sigh* What's the point of vacation if you have to rest anyway? Erase that last. It was a very odd and wrong logic.

Enough talking about what happened during the stay. Now I'm going to talk about how that stay was.

The stay was filled with expectations and thoughts. It wasn't just an ordinary stay for me wherein I'll relax as much as I want to and laugh my ass off with whatever crazy thing I see or whatnot. It was about reflection and realizations. I think everything I do now is pretty much a retreat session. There were thoughts. Especially now that we have settled for a date. 3 days from now, It's going to be one more month. Most probably my last here. Now all I can think off is that and how I can make the most of this last month. Anyway, I've realized a LOT of things. Not to mention half expected that everyone else realized it as well.

Here's a list: (Ohh goody!)
1. Hilary Duff named her latest album "Dignity". It was the most inappropriate title for her album.
2. Whenever you see a sexy performer, look from toe to top. It's a better way to look at them. But the best is not to look at their face.
3. Little things often lead to the big things.
4. You can't have the commutative property without the addends. The Obvious Factor.
5. Almost all things are a matter of principle.
6. Democracy has its limitations like freedom has its consequences.
7. Attention-seekers are GROs in the making. In a dancing sort of way
8. Number 7 is harsh but true.
9. Light can alter anything.
10. CNN is better than Jack TV.

Those were 10 of my realizations. That list isn't even 1/4 of what I have realized. Besides realizations, I noticed that ambitions are included. I thought of my ambitions. How could I reach them? What are my ambitions in the first place? But one thing's for sure: Accomplished slutty ambitions lead to a bad future. Well, one ambition of mine is having a job even if I'm still young. Even if it's an irregular job like doing chores for neighbors and fetching the morning paper. Anything.

I have a hard life ahead of me. But I am sure that I will never ever regret that life.

We all go to hell.
---9:19 PM

Justine.Ket.Miket
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