How raindrops fall on my head.

Happy Birthday to My Best Friend in the Whole Entire World!

2007-07-09T18:09:00.000-07:00

My best friend's birthday is today. Well, here, of course. But for some of you it might be yesterday. But anyway, I would just want to greet her a very happy birthday.

She's the best. She's just one of the people who saved my life in one way or another. She's a special kid. She's my soulmate. She is my ultimate best friend.

I just wanted to tell her how much she means to me. That even if I'm far away from her, I can still kick her butt. (kidding.)

I love her so much and I miss her terribly.

(End of my cheesy message. *laughs*)

Take care always, Ceecee! And I want you to be my gift in my birthday too. :)

One of the longest weeks of my life.

2007-04-22T21:19:00.000-07:00

From Sunday to Saturday, everything seems to be like a big blur. A big wonderful blur. The kind of thing I want to call the "sweet escape". The Cavite vacation wasn't the only thing that kept this incredibly long week running. The escape carries on. We went to the Pan Pacific which was quite a fun stay. It was a grand total of 3 days with only 20% of guaranteed sleep and rest. *sigh* What's the point of vacation if you have to rest anyway? Erase that last. It was a very odd and wrong logic.

Enough talking about what happened during the stay. Now I'm going to talk about how that stay was.

The stay was filled with expectations and thoughts. It wasn't just an ordinary stay for me wherein I'll relax as much as I want to and laugh my ass off with whatever crazy thing I see or whatnot. It was about reflection and realizations. I think everything I do now is pretty much a retreat session. There were thoughts. Especially now that we have settled for a date. 3 days from now, It's going to be one more month. Most probably my last here. Now all I can think off is that and how I can make the most of this last month. Anyway, I've realized a LOT of things. Not to mention half expected that everyone else realized it as well.

Here's a list: (Ohh goody!)
1. Hilary Duff named her latest album "Dignity". It was the most inappropriate title for her album.
2. Whenever you see a sexy performer, look from toe to top. It's a better way to look at them. But the best is not to look at their face.
3. Little things often lead to the big things.
4. You can't have the commutative property without the addends. The Obvious Factor.
5. Almost all things are a matter of principle.
6. Democracy has its limitations like freedom has its consequences.
7. Attention-seekers are GROs in the making. In a dancing sort of way
8. Number 7 is harsh but true.
9. Light can alter anything.
10. CNN is better than Jack TV.

Those were 10 of my realizations. That list isn't even 1/4 of what I have realized. Besides realizations, I noticed that ambitions are included. I thought of my ambitions. How could I reach them? What are my ambitions in the first place? But one thing's for sure: Accomplished slutty ambitions lead to a bad future. Well, one ambition of mine is having a job even if I'm still young. Even if it's an irregular job like doing chores for neighbors and fetching the morning paper. Anything.

I have a hard life ahead of me. But I am sure that I will never ever regret that life.

Absorbing the Present Tense and the Future Tense

2007-04-17T19:51:00.000-07:00

Last Sunday, a short notice trip to Cavite. It was actually really fun. The province life is absolutely exciting. In fact, I want to go back [or probably live there forever. :))].

But there are still afternoons. Those aftrernoons I sort of think of things like "Am I really here or am I just dreaming?". I guess it was sort of a recollection/retreat thing, like what my mother said about life without cable or TV. The more I think about the fact that I'm leaving, the more I feel it approach swiftly. I think I'm all set. But for my mother, I don't think so.

Do you still remember what you usually sang in karaoke nights? I do. I did two unforgettable songs last night: Bohemian Rhapsody and Smells like Teen Spirit. Note to Self: If I will ever sing Bohemian Rhapsody in Karaoke, I have to be really drunk or really high. The last part of Bohemian Rhapsody is absolutely crazy [not to mention overly challenging].

Long Island Iced Tea is love! Though I'm "not" allowed to drink the alcoholic drink, I still drank a whole glass in front of my mother. Imagine that. It was a fun night. Met really great people!

Shoot! Nirvana is so great! I love 'em!

Counting down the days to go.

2007-04-15T00:25:00.000-07:00

Whoops. I stumbled upon the fact that I haven't updated this blog much. There's probably two reasons I can think of: 1) business of being bored and 2) I'm a lazyass. Given the second reason, I guess I shouldn't be "not lazy" enough to post here but due to reason number 1, I'm going to post. Crazy, isn't it?

So the title of this quaint post is "Counting down the days to go.". Well, I guess some people who are reading this absolutely know what I'm talking about. I checked the calendar and there's one month to go. Mom started to talk about the things we're [especially me] suppose to do there. I'm still young but I'm going to "irregular" work. Going to babysit, babysit! Isn't it fun? When I get 17 or 18, I'd immediately find a job and work. New adventures *ehem* and misadventures *ehem*!

I know it's going to be fun.

It's the perfect escape from severe pollution, severe corruption and purely severe stuff.

Expectations

2007-03-20T03:54:00.000-07:00

So what did I expect today? I expected my mother doing her crazy deeds. She did one just a while ago. I was watching Myx and Famous Last Words was on. She started dancing in front of me. Why am I not surprised? So, I asked her what the hell was she doing. She answered it simply and without hesitation: EXERCISE. Yeah sure, mom, in the afternoon. AFTER YOU HAVE TAKEN A BATH. She actually expected me to believe that crap.

My point exactly? Well, sometimes I react the same way as my mom did. I mean, you're doing something crazy then someone was taping you the whole time you were doing it. What's the logical approach? Find a loophole. Tell them it's an old ritual you do before you eat spaghetti. But that would be equally bizzare. You get the point.

I read a line from one of my favorite books: Angels and Demons. Lieutenant Chartrand was in the Niche of Palliums, if I'm not mistaken. The room contained 99 candles that cardinals assume will "last until the end of time". Basically, they put chemicals in the candles to make them last long. They do this ritual everyday. Surprisingly, Chartrand didn't know that the candles have a daily dose of Butane. His fellow Swiss Guards told him the line that struck me most in the book. "Smells like heaven, but burns like hell."

Funny, you can make a million or two analogies with this line. For example, you fell in love with the most beautiful girl in the universe. Right after you two were married, you realize that she's not just the most beautiful girl in the world but she's also the biggest pain in the butt. Smells like heaven, burns like hell.

Under a Misunderstood Key of Reason

2007-03-18T00:23:00.000-07:00

I sort of have a big problem now. I'm facing a big transition in my life. A transition, I fear, I might not be able to face well. I'm quite scared. The grades are coming. May's fast approaching. I can't take things anymore. And yes, Celina, I'll tell you everything when we go to Baguio.

Now, my back's aching. I'm chatting with Ain about... STUFF. Namely, how to stop time to get to the MCR video shoot, destroying watches using telepathy, a strategic kidnapping and fucking mainstream riders.

It's Sunday afternoon. I should be having the time of my life in solitary boredom. Oh well, this is probably the summer life with nothing to do. How can I kill time? Probably make those ambigrams. No, I'd die before I finish that.

Maybe I should die of laughter? That's a pretty happy way to die. With no drugs, weapons or heart attacks included.

I'm sure you have no idea what I'm saying. I haven't either.

[We do it in the dark with smiles on our faces.]

Getting Over First Year and The Comeback of My Insomniac Days

2007-03-16T03:14:00.000-07:00

So yeah, getting over first year's quite hard. It's one of the most intense years I have ever gone through. I had my life-changing transition this year, which made everything worthwhile. I discovered things that made me strong. Things that I have to discover because I might die if I didn't. Plus, I went out of my comfort zone and decided to cut my hair short. Now, that's life-changing.

First year was how it should be.

The comeback of my insomniac days. Oh yeah, I was an insomniac last summer. Couldn't sleep well. Stayed up really late at night playing Sims 2 in my brother's PSP. I'm planning ways to get that from him since he already has his PS2. Who knew that my maid there is a ghost who haunted my house since 1923? And that shocking [electrifying?] people that I hate may help me lose my sanity? Sims is the best "reality-based" game in the world. Except maybe for the zombies and night beast part.

I stay up all night dreaming. Which is quite weird. At least I can choose what to dream, right?

I'm drowning myself. Reading Angels and Demons are not for the weak-minded [and the green-minded as well.]. I mean, there's the Illuminati, which continues to amaze me with their brutal ways against the Catholic Church. About antimatter that supports the Big Bang Theory and that science and religion should be best friends. The Freemasons and CERN which contains the best inventions in the world.

Whoa.

[Thanks Celina for doing my layout.]

Missing Sarah...

2007-02-16T07:22:00.000-08:00

Sarah! I miss you! No matter what happens, you will always be that Sarah who made us all laugh. As Dhanna says, "We can never have a Sarah again." Good luck in Canada, old dude! We'll miss you like hell. I love you a lot!

I LOVE YOU SARAH!

An Eragon Weekend and a Miracle Friday.

2007-01-26T18:27:00.000-08:00

Fridays are the most un-typical day in the whole week. That's one of the reasons I absolutely love Fridays. Another is the mediocre reason: It's the weekend.

My Friday was a blast. Sure, some things did make it a bit -- crazy, but what gives. Friday was Major Cramming Day for i3. We all crammed for our projects especially the T.L.E. Lettering Project. Everything must be precise for that freaking project. Everyone ended up completing it so basically it was a happy ending. Aside from being Major Cramming Day, it was a No Math Day. Yes, it is a miracle. It was a good miracle [No offense, Ms. Austria.]. There we did our projects. Ms. Balonkita was "nice" that day. I guess it's proper to call it a Miracle Friday. What a fanatical Friday!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Here's the glitch. MCJ [Marlo, Cee and Me] went to SM North EDSA to watch Eragon. It was my second to watch the movie and it was the first for Marlo and Cee. We were on our way and checked our watches. We had to hurry. From the block to the main mall, from the main mall to SM Annex, we ran. Finally, we reached the ticket booth and the tickets were in our hands. Yey for the tickets! We bought out [salty] popcorns and scurried to the movie house. It has just started when we sat down. Before we sat down, we had some ticket problem. The tickets were deep in our bags and we had to find it. Eventually, we did. It was movie time. For the typical and critical me, I focused so much on the story details which I missed in my first catch of the movie. Meanwhile, Marlo and Cee were waiting for their cue. Waiting to see Murtagh [Garret Hedlund] the hottie bad boy. After the bathroom break, it was my turn to fantasize. Seriously, I'm so in love with Ed Speleers [Eragon]. He was really good for a rookie actor. I really have to admit, he is perfect for the Eragon part. The part when Durza and Eragon battled caught our senses. Our eyes never left the screen for that scene. It was the best scene in the movie. Go Eragon, kill the black-mouthed Shade. Then, the worst part of the movie, the end. But for this time, it was our favorite. We stayed in the movie house and sang so loudly the song I'm listening to right now: Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne. It's i3's song now. It's one of my favorite songs now. Along with Just So You Know by Jesse McCartney.

Right after the movie, Marlo and Cee had crazy moments. They went to the Eragon thinggy and took pictures with Murtagh. Well, I took a picture of Eragon. They were crazy about Garret. I wanted to watch the movie again, that's how much I love Eragon.

After that, we went home. There was this old lady who asked for money and we couldn't get her some because we didn't have money. If we did give her money, we won't be able to go home so we didn't give her anything. That made Cee and I guilty. We bought CDs too! I bought the Eragon Soundtrack and Marlo bought the Transit album of Sponge Cola.

At home, we ate then watched Troy. Well, Marlo and Cee wanted to see Garret as Patroclus. After that, just bonding times. Marlo was playing crazy and trying to pee in the fridge. She threw my BBQ away. Well, technically. Because of her wackiness, Marlo fell asleep. She was going to sleepover, anyway. Sleepy, I waited for Cee to be fetched by her mom. She said she'll be fetched at 11:30 pm but for some reason, she was fetched at 12:00 am. Cee and I watched the Daily Top Ten. With Famous Last Words in the countdown, the Daily Top Ten was jumping. Cee was typically imitating Gerard Way's punkish actions. We watched The Simspons then Aqua Teen Hunger Force. I have absolutely NO idea why we watched that freaking cartoon. Maybe to look at its negatives critically. Or maybe we wanted to imagine Breakfast Monkey being aired at that very moment rather than a cartoon with floating french fries and a Stitch-voiced meatball. The crazy part was that I couldn't understand the soda drink with yellow ruffles for hands. Cee likes the floating french fries because he had braces. I like the meatball. He looks like a squashed red dog. What was his name? Meatwad? I wish it was Breakfast Monkey rather than Aqua Teen Hunger Force. I don't get those guys.

Marlo and I were like sardines in a 3-inch can. My bed was intended for one person only. But we slept like babies. We had pancakes for breakfast. Marlo had an additional Crunch from me. She had to leave early because she's moving closer to SM North EDSA.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I'm addicted to details these days. I wonder why.

Finally, an update!

2007-01-22T03:43:00.000-08:00

Finally, I get the chance to update! It's been hard because I got so lazy to fix this site up. It's been a disaster for a long time, wasn't it? Anyway, the layout is all about ERAGON, my newest obsession. It's good obsession, if I may add. I think I'll be updating from now on.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Ito Pala Ang Inyo... Pressure! I hate this play. Mrs. Noval, as usual, is giving us a bit too much work. But it's a requirement, the very thing we can NEVER escape in school. We just have to face the fact that we are might as well DOOMED. Good luck to us, anyway.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Social Science is the best subject ever! What more than 50 minutes of pure fun and history! I'm serious. Damn serious. You might be dripping spit on your also sleeping seatmate on this subject but I don't. I love it. Super duper much!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ED SPELEERS. YOU ARE LOVE!

2006-08-30T05:08:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday! To me! Yeeeah! Haha. :D

Blogspot...

2006-08-21T02:40:00.000-07:00

Wow! I fixed my blogspot. :)) Can't believe it, actually. My past blogspots didn't turn out well. So here, I shall post stuff about my life. But if I fail to post it here, you'll be 90.5% sure that you can find it in my LiveJournal
[Which is for Friends Only] So if you have an LJ, add me up. If I know you... Like I said, it's for Friends only so I should know you. Plus you wouldn't understand my LJ if you don't know my secrets. But sure, I'll add you up! Just comment first. ;)

That's about it for my post. ^_^